Downs

I am experiencing so-called "downs" of my life. Death, job dissatisfaction, unmatched partner and all some small stuffs. They happens in a sequence and the roots of these problems are of my pessimism. I cannot escape from these black luck as I cannot control myself. I don't know how long they will last. Maybe I will get rid of them until I can take control of myself. But is there anybody tells me how I can do it.

Should I wait others to help me? I think I can help myself. I cannot let myself trapped by these "obstacles". Though I don't know what I can do, I think I will be fine some days later. Keep calm and do what I can do. I decide to face them all. Wait and see how I can do it!